Summer better than others..
Weeks after when we met we hardly talked, but when we did we indescribably connected. I felt you knew exactly what I meant. All my life I’ve always felt, I can’t see myself in the future. I felt like I was supposed to die. I never felt like a human, I felt like I was just walking around trying to blend in with the human race. So alone in this town and even out of place in my own...
I’ve always wanted to space out my life so I’d have happiness to look forward to. I’m in my 20’s, but I can clearly remember how insecure I felt just 2 years ago. Walking down the halls of my high school, feeling like a total stranger in my own body. I can remember almost everyone. I can remember most memories I’ve had with them. I always believed all i needed in life was to be happy and...
it’s pretty cool seeing how everyone i knew from high school is doing. right now i have my old MySpace account pulled up on another tab in my browser. going through old messages from 2006-2008. overwhelmed with emotion, i swear i just felt a hot tear roll down the side of my cheek as i’m typing this very sentence. i remember being hopelessly love for the first time, i remember having a...
It’s kind of weird knowing that 100 years or so after our deaths virtually no one will remember us. Although, I’m not so worried about it, i’m gonna live my life spaced out so i have happiness to look forward to as I grow older. I don’t understand why some kids I know are so eager to move out, get married or have children when they can hardly take care of themselves. :/...
March 5, 2012
Today was the best day of my life.
I feel something inside of me. I feel there is something that the world needs to know. They need to know that i’m completely insane. I can’t sleep, the lack of sleep makes it harder for me to control my feelings. I have to let you know how much you mean to me. I wish it were summertime so I can take you somewhere nice and watch the moon together under a tree someplace quiet. And you...
What honestly is the point of social media? Usually, I enjoy catching up with friends and asking how they are and if all is well and whatnot. but at times..as i read through my news feed and whatever, there are those few instances wherein not all needs to be shared. The kind of people that make constant posts about everything from tying your shoes to taking a dump because it all needs to be...
What ever happened to sweet, decent, women who valued their honor instead of using their bodies for attention?
I’ve been fine. I love my friends and whoever is a part of my life. You’re in it because you wanted to be, and i’ve let you in. There’s no point in blocking people from your life..unless they’re some mass murderer. I have work in the morning. What the heck am I still doing up.. Sometimes, I don’t know how much more I have to wait. I know you’re busy with...
No tengo ni idea de cómo explicar lo que siento . Siento un sentido de determinación . Me siento muy feliz . Me siento tan feliz que necesito una manera de controlar el poder de la tremenda explosión de emoción que siento en mi corazón. Esta semana un nuevo reto surge y estoy decidido a superar . Voy a superar todos los obstáculos . Si debo un día caer. Me levantaré una vez más , sanar mis...
I wonder who actually reads/stalks my blog..it would be nice to get likes every once in a while. Just saying.
i think im starting to believe in angels again.
My best friend, my reason to become a better person, my muse, but most importantly, my love. It sucks thinking these thoughts & I can’t sleep anymore. Not a goodnight’s sleep anyway.. I just really want to know where you are, how you been, if you had something to eat today, the current colour of your shirt. how your day was. i miss you. And it’s been a long time since we...
sleepless (10/9/11) 1:47 a.m.
My friends say that I changed. I don’t know what they mean I still feel the same as I did back then, what’s wrong with them. How am I supposed to live when every waking moment I’m thinking of you. There’s nothing I can do, I take one step and ten steps back. I get nowhere. I wish I was right there, I wish I was with her. But I know she doesn’t care.
Desde Siempre (10/5/11) 2:52 a.m.
I can’t sleep. Last night there was blood in the sink. Blood from my nose. I can’t sleep. Thinking about you. Maybe I shouldn’t love you. I don’t know how you get into me. What’s wrong with me. I need to sleep…
rebeccasugar: Here is the demo for “Oh Fionna,”...
I don’t know where to start. I feel a monumental emptiness where the dry shriveled up raisin of what I refer to as my heart should be. Things changed so dramatically out of the blue. I wish I could make you feel what I felt when you did those things. But as they say..what’s done is done. I think you still are wonderfully amazing. A year and two months have passed and yesterday I saw...
I’m not in love. But sometimes in my head, I play these little movies. I dream about a girl. We share countless precious moments, jokes, stories, secrets. We could stare into our eyeswithout speaking, and exchange a thousand little thoughts. Go to shows together. Sing along to songs we both know in my car. Share sunsets. First times. Everything. no boundries, limits, nothing. ..truth is...
there she is again looking lonely, hanging out with her girlfriends. i wish she was my friend i’m so dorky hanging out by myself again. why can’t i be the one that she’s been waiting for? when do i get to have fun? i don’t wanna be a dork anymore. this is the second or the 35th time i’ve seen her by herself now, dude i wish i was her kind of guy, i guess i’ll...
I can still remember the moment wherein I confessed myself to you. On your backyard sitting across each other sharing a sunset that in moments turned to a moon playing hide and seek with the clouds and stars. You didn’t know what to say and it just made me feel stupid and regret what I said. I told you I fell in love with you. You buried your head. Everything went on normal, we had the best...
Just noticed all my followers are girls c:
Reblog if you have met someone online that you...
List of unusual deaths :') →
I write music on a Game Boy :') →
It would be cool if you’d listen. ? :’D
I hate Katy Perry.
Spare me the constant fluxuating sleepy paralysis
if you tell everyone all your thoughts on everything i personally believe you’re not really left with anything at all. if you love someone, you shouldn’t have to say it so much that eventually it will lose its meaning. you don’t have to tell someone you love them for them to know you do… but on the other hand, the people i surround myself with on a daily basis are much...
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